Paranoid?
(You find the reason for this in previous articls in the category personal, if i count this post i have posted three articls in this category the headline for the first one is "Fängelse eller inte / Prison or not")
Am i becoming paranoid?
Every since the appeal process started, i have started to jump high for every little thing, as if life sudenly
became a giant scary prank.
It has been geting worse every week now, everytime the phone rings i think it is the police, everytime the mail comes i think i will get a letter from the court saing i have to go to prison the very next day, everytime a door slams i think the police is just outside the door, the cardoor slaming is the worst part since my neighbors seems to love there fricking doorslaming, i hear a car door slam at least ones every ten minutes and everytime it feels like the police is coming. Its better during the nights when the doorslaming onley happens about ones every hour.
So am i becoming paranoid?
Or is it normal under this circumstances?
I hope someone can tell me wich of them it is, if you dont know just tell me wich of them you think
it is, or just comment either you want to make fun of me or help me.
Ooo and i have an ide, the first one to comment on any of my posts, can get the privilege to
deside what my next post will be about, maby a continue in the telling of my volunteer trip? or continue this category, or in politice (in that case wich part of politics ex; racist parties, the biggest parties, the ones who are shrinks. or about politics outside Sweden as Libyr, Israel, Palistine and so on. If you want to deside my next post make sure to write that in the comment) Thanks for reading!
Am i becoming paranoid?
Every since the appeal process started, i have started to jump high for every little thing, as if life sudenly
became a giant scary prank.
It has been geting worse every week now, everytime the phone rings i think it is the police, everytime the mail comes i think i will get a letter from the court saing i have to go to prison the very next day, everytime a door slams i think the police is just outside the door, the cardoor slaming is the worst part since my neighbors seems to love there fricking doorslaming, i hear a car door slam at least ones every ten minutes and everytime it feels like the police is coming. Its better during the nights when the doorslaming onley happens about ones every hour.
So am i becoming paranoid?
Or is it normal under this circumstances?
I hope someone can tell me wich of them it is, if you dont know just tell me wich of them you think
it is, or just comment either you want to make fun of me or help me.
Ooo and i have an ide, the first one to comment on any of my posts, can get the privilege to
deside what my next post will be about, maby a continue in the telling of my volunteer trip? or continue this category, or in politice (in that case wich part of politics ex; racist parties, the biggest parties, the ones who are shrinks. or about politics outside Sweden as Libyr, Israel, Palistine and so on. If you want to deside my next post make sure to write that in the comment) Thanks for reading!
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Postat av: Danya LaLonde
I don't think it's paranoia. I think it's your body's natural flight or fight instinct kicking in. After being delt a continuous series of hard blows bad luck you are starting to expect bad things at every turn. It's survival mode. Hopefully one day you won't have to live like this anymore. Hang in there and keep your sanity and always remember you have family and friends who love you very much.
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