lifesjourneys

Tomorrow im going to Karlskoga a town next to my hometown its onley about 25-30 mintes from here.
Im goind there to meet a girl that i meet many years ago but we lost contact.

And sudenly a copple of days ago she contacted me on facebook and we started talking, the first she wrote to me
was the usual stuff like how are you, what are you doing now days, but in the second message she wrote that
she is single (wich i didnt ask about) so i started thinking, is thats some sort of a signal from her
that she is interested or did she just wanted something to say in beutween all other normal stuff?

I didnt have the guts to ask her about that, but today or i mean yesterday since its after 00:00 she asked
me to come to Karlskoga to meet her tomorrow (Saturday).

And i dont know if im gonna see it as two old friends hanging out after all these time or if i gonna
see it as a date?

i dont have much readers here so i dont expect anyone to write any advice to me, i mostley just wanted to
write it down. Im realy looking forward to see her i have allways had a "thing" for her.

Lets just hope that this will still be a possitive thing after iv seen her.

Actualy she was my girlfriend some years ago but i cant say it was serious cuz we were so young
and didnt realy know anything about the world or feelings, but now we do know those things.
When we were togheter we would have been a perfect fit if it wasnt for me being a complet asshole.

But now im a changed man and i hope that i will be given an other chanse at this.
I dont belefe in god, so i dont ask him for help, but i can tell you that if i did belefe in god i would ask for
his help, thats how much i want this to work out fine.

When it comes to girls i allways have bad luck, Always. So lets hope this will be when it all turns around.

Every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back. Those who wish to sing always find a song. At the touch of a lover, everyone becomes a poet.

Btw, my court appiel was accepted, so i have a date for the Court of Appeals, i write more about it later or after the trial.