lifesjourneys

I dont get why but for some reason i feel realy happy.
It doesnt make sence at all, i usualy dont feel all that great during chrstmas for alot of reasons
but now is not the time to explain that part.

Im a bit hangover, i have not slept, it christmas these are things that normaly dont make me
happy and on top of that im waiting to have a trial and facing prison time.

So why do i feel happy?
Im happy and i dont have a clue why.
This make no sence to me at all.